They say life is a box of chocolates, you never know witch one you get. the guy that said this is god or thought he was the biggest joker. The road that i have turned in , is not even on the road map. And i even don’t know when i took that turn. The life that i had in mind when i returned back to Belgium looks like a far away dream i had sometime somewhere.
The things that i would do, the things that i would achieve, the things i would experience. i think they where someone else's goal or life. Or maybe this was me , but in another quantum reality. Somewhere i switched realities.It’s been two and a half years now since i took that plane from Alice. A lot happened , things that i expected and things i never would have imagined. Being single again it’s hard to find your way back in a country you left almost ten years ago. A home country that doesn’t feel like home anymore. A foreign Belgian-Australian in his birth country. My shining smile is gone with a few teeth too. The only time i see my own smile again is if my grandchild laughs to me.
Yep, i changed quit a bit by coming back , and by the things that happened. I’m wearing reading glasses nowadays and i need to cut my food in little shapes. The only escape i had was working at work, working at the farm, working at funobjects. So those things did take progress. Euralia has a new set of stairs, A lot of parking space , and my two gardens of Eve have there final shape and just need to grow and live there own flora life. funobjects.com is been dressed up in his final shape and the objects managed to get companied by “The loving Sperm’ies”. They all even have there own wardrobe. The funobjects are ready to evolve. But even with all that work i didn’t see any change in my environment. It feels like i’m standing on the edge of a cliff with that damned red light in front of me. Nowhere to go.But i reckon every one would love to live in a different quantum reality. In a world with his true love one and golden chickens who don’t runaway . In a world where the sun shines bright, even on a snowy day.
They always say that you sometimes feel that the weather will be changing. And i reckon i feel that now. The road that i involuntary turned in and where there are no turning points or exits is just stretching out for me. And the only thing i can do , is just to keep driving till i run dry or find some exits or gas station to fill up again.
Yep, i changed quit a bit by coming back , and by the things that happened. I’m wearing reading glasses nowadays and i need to cut my food in little shapes. The only escape i had was working at work, working at the farm, working at funobjects. So those things did take progress. Euralia has a new set of stairs, A lot of parking space , and my two gardens of Eve have there final shape and just need to grow and live there own flora life. funobjects.com is been dressed up in his final shape and the objects managed to get companied by “The loving Sperm’ies”. They all even have there own wardrobe. The funobjects are ready to evolve. But even with all that work i didn’t see any change in my environment. It feels like i’m standing on the edge of a cliff with that damned red light in front of me. Nowhere to go.But i reckon every one would love to live in a different quantum reality. In a world with his true love one and golden chickens who don’t runaway . In a world where the sun shines bright, even on a snowy day.
They always say that you sometimes feel that the weather will be changing. And i reckon i feel that now. The road that i involuntary turned in and where there are no turning points or exits is just stretching out for me. And the only thing i can do , is just to keep driving till i run dry or find some exits or gas station to fill up again.