Intermezzo

A short intermezzo in a time of mixed emotions and no spare time.

I had to give a update. My blog becomes more and more a personnel diary, a notebook to write down the things that happens to me. Once a while i just come back to it , to read it again and to be amazed that those things really happened to me.

I mentioned that my hardest year was over, but what was i wrong, it looks like it even gets harder. 

Twice in my life i have made a big step in my life. I moved to Australia with a loved one, and moved back to Belgium to a loved one. And both times our roads together took a different turn to individual bush tracks .  So i learned my lesson, i never gonna move again.  I'm happy that i had those "rainbow" times, and they always will have that special spot in the heart that you never will forget.

So , i’m back again to square zero. New again in a country where the economy is in downfall, where things cost more then you are able to earn and a home where the council refuse it’s existence.

The only thing that’s left over are my children. The only thing i still have and believe in. A project that slowly gets to an end and is gonna go public in a few months. There is still a lot to do about it. Ideas are put together on the computer. And one day i hope they will be real. Thanks to the support of my parents and sis , i have been able to get that far. Otherwise it would have all been just dreams. 

The feeling of being isolated is never been so big. I spend two years on my own in the outback, but never felt alone, because Australians doesn’t care about sub cultures. 

So now it’s time to find my own sub group. I feel like i’m a new born , just a ripped out paper that has to find the right book with that missing page. But where the hell can i find this book.